Absent (Noticeably?) Alex in Wonderland
ROLL | SEE ALL Untitled entry Absent (Noticeably?) Falling... Stop! Hammer time... Northern Lights Medicine Changes Musings on a Thursday Night... The deadlines are coming! The deadlines are coming! Scary Moons		I'm not sure if I've mentioned this before but it's a strange feeling when you can almost feel yourself getting older. Not physically but mentally. It's a bizarre combination of resurfacing memories and new experiences that flood your brain and make you realize that time is passing all too quickly. You stand dead center in a fixed spot, because it becomes uncomfortable to look back and you refuse to look forward. So you focus on this very moment until you realize you have been duped my friend, for that moment is no longer a moment, it has become your past and in the confusion you are now inhabiting the future. But that is the necessity of growing up, or more accurately, growing in. Because you either gain a greater understanding of yourself (or you think you do) or you come to terms with those mystical things in life that you will never fully grasp. P.S. Yes I know, a bit introspective. Alaska Update: The snow is still here...don't think I've seen the ground since October but all is well. If not for the extreme weather I would really feel tempted to stay in Alaska...I think I'm particularly well suited to be here. Posted Thursday, January 21, 2010 at 11:20PM | Leave a comment

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